March 2013
2 posts
“I want you. I know I’m a mess but I want you,” she says. “I want to see you every morning, and I want to make you a snack every night. And eventually I want to have your little brown babies, and I want to watch you die.” Charlie sighs, “That’s all I ever wanted to hear.” Girls - Together (S2E10)
Mar 19th
It’s really funny to think of where you were and where you are now; where you’ll be and if it’ll ever be the same. Maybe it doesn’t need to be the same and maybe it’s better off that way. The little things you hold on to- the things you swear you can’t live without. Things are just things and things are replaceable.  Love the life you live. Everything falls in...
Mar 10th
July 2012
1 post
I grew up having other people make decisions for me and I’ve always relied on other people to depend on; all the while, rebelling whenever I could for no real reason at all- maybe to test my own limits and see how strong and independent I can be. For as long as I can remember, I’ve never been my own person. Even now, I’m still as indecisive and lost as I’ve ever been. I...
Jul 29th
May 2012
2 posts
Sometimes, when I am at my wit’s end, I find that I am the only one to blame. I spend far too much time in the deepest depths of my brain, alone with my thoughts, and more often than not I can’t pull myself back out. I ambush myself with all of my worries and what ifs and I don’t pay enough mind to what’s in front of me. I wish I could be as strong as the front that I put...
May 22nd
I just want to wash all of my worries away; be happy and mean it.
May 2nd
April 2012
5 posts
Be hopeful and stay positive.
Apr 17th
Today, among every other day but most importantly today, I owe it to myself to turn the other cheek and smile. I knew it would come, eventually; it was inevitable. I knew it would hurt. I knew it would hurt like hell. Being sad and feeling sorry for myself isn’t going to fix anything.  So what I’ll try to do is be happy. I’ll take into consideration everything else in my life...
Apr 14th
I don’t want to live my life with any regrets.  And I wont.
Apr 11th
Just try and stop me now. I’m destined for greatness!
Apr 9th
Enough is enough. If I had always listened to my gut instincts then I would never be in the position that I am in now. I need to conquer this mole hill because that’s all it is and that’s all it ever will be.  If I only knew where to start.
Apr 3rd
February 2012
1 post
Some days, I wish I could just take all the fucks I give and put them in my basket of who the hell cares.
Feb 15th
January 2012
1 post
I’m on track to reinventing myself; putting aside what I feel everyone else expects of me and putting myself first. I just can’t be so careless anymore. I need to re-establish faith in myself to be able to accomplish what I need to and stick to my priorities. I can’t depend on anyone else this time. It may be a painfully slow, uphill battle but it’s what I need to do and...
Jan 18th
December 2011
1 post
I feel so sick to my stomach and so numb at the same time. So blatantly caught up in the middle of my own worst nightmare.
Dec 20th
November 2011
2 posts
“When she was just a girl, she expected the world. But it flew away from her reach, so she ran away in her sleep.  Dreamed of paradise every time she closed her eyes.”
Nov 16th
For years, I’ve been competing with myself trying to find the “better me”. I think it’s time I give myself a break. I shouldn’t be working this hard to impress myself or anyone else, for that matter. I’m good enough.
Nov 10th
1 note
October 2011
1 post
You win some and you lose some. And in the cases where you lose, always know that there’s a bigger win coming your way.  Or so I tell myself?
Oct 5th
September 2011
1 post
Sep 30th
August 2011
1 post
I’m a mess up there. I don’t even know what to think of anything.
Aug 13th
July 2011
3 posts
In your eyes, I see the eyes of somebody I knew before; long, long, long ago. But I’m still trying to make my mind up. Am I free or am I still tied up? I’d change shapes just to hide in this place. But I’m still, I’m still…
Jul 26th
I am so grateful to the people I have in my life right now, who genuinely care about me. The people who actively make sure that I’m okay and even if I’m not, they’re there to make sure I’m not okay… with company. Whether it be temporary, because who knows who you can trust and depend on anymore, or not… I’m so glad I am not alone. People are full of...
Jul 15th
Slipping away from me.
Jul 13th
April 2010
1 post
I always wonder why I put myself through what I do. I think that if I weren’t so indecisive and actually knew what I wanted, I wouldn’t find myself in these kinds of situations. Part of me seeks out these problems only to have something to fix. Maybe it is because I can never settle for consistency. I’ve got some crazy belief that every moment that I am living should be lived....
Apr 9th
March 2010
2 posts
There are so many people who inspire and encourage me to be the best I can be, but the only person who can get me to where I need to be is myself.
Mar 9th
If there’s anything that I have learned from my mother, it would have to be… being cautious. Always question everything and always consider the “what if”s. This is why I don’t know how to ride a bike or how to swim. Can’t live and appreciate your life if you’re always scared. You’ll never get your money’s worth, so to speak, if you’re...
Mar 7th